Tuesday, February 7, 2012

the wedding: under the cherry blossoms


the wedding: under the cherry blossoms


Growing up, my family went to the same church from the time I was 4 until I was 19.  My parents were married at this church.  My three brothers were baptized.  I went to Sunday school and then youth group there.  It was my family.

As you came up the driveway to the church, it was lined with cherry trees.  Not small bushes, but large trees.  The first time I remember seeing them was when I was about 6 years old.... I stood under them as the wind surrounded me in petals and a sweet fragrance, and I thought {this is where I want to get married}.  Every time we would drive up to go to church or an event...I thought {this is where I am going to get married}. I even marked on my calendar the weeks that the trees bloomed so that I could plan my {someday} wedding around those dates.

Eventually my family left that church, and joined a new church family...where I then met my husband.  At first it was extremely difficult, but looking back, I know that during that time I grew closer to God and found a new family...and a husband.

After we got engaged, and then decided on our old church to hold the ceremony, and picked a date in the spring... I realized.  There would be cherry blossoms.  It didn't cross my mind until I was driving up the driveway for a meeting...and saw the beginning buds on the trees.  My mind raced back to all of those memories...and I sat sobbing in the car realizing.... {THIS} is really good to happen.

These pictures hold a special set of memories... they bring back a flood of images and smells in my mind of my childhood...and really are proof to me that miracles can happen.


Here is where the tears happened.  Right here.







I had dreamed about this moment for a long, long time. 


These pictures are taken on the side of the church... it was the perfect backdrop. 

 
 



 
I finally got my dream... to be married in the Spring...under the Cherry Trees. 
{L.O.V.E}

Sunday, February 5, 2012

the wedding: the first look


the wedding: the first look

Walking into the field.... I thought my heart was going to jump out of my chest.  I was SO excited, nervous, and most of all...emotional!

Ryan was standing out in the field... and I started walking towards him.  

I love, love, love this progression of pictures.  I framed them in a 7 spot vertical frame... so I can remember it everyday.  


 







 And then I cried.




  Showing off my dress.  I had talked about it for SO long...and he hadn't gotten to see it until this moment!


  LOVE this picture.  It is framed and in our bedroom.  


  

  
So excited that we are {almost} husband and wife. 




 Looking at these make me remember how HAPPY I was that day.  So much joy.  



 




 Another favorite.  





On to more pictures!  Our first look moment was SO special to me... definitely a moment I will never forget!

Saturday, February 4, 2012

the wedding: the dress


After all us girls had our faces and hair done...it was off to the church! 

the wedding: the dress

 I remember getting to the church...and starting to feel SO nervous.  I tend to get really quiet, and I have a hard time talking.  Luckily, I had the best group of girls to keep me sane, and they took care of everything while I was going crazy.  

  

My sweet Mama and I...


 My sweet mother-in-law looking on...love her.  


Earrings...


  Funny story...the first time my Mama and Sarah met...they were doing this exact same thing.  Sarah came with us to be my brother's date...and her dress needed some pinning.  So special that this same moment happened... 3 years later! 





I loved my girls dresses.... simple, black, and a blue ribbon around the middle.  


 Time to put on my dress!  





 Getting me all tied in...


 I love how all my girl's hands were on me at the same time... I was overwhelmed with their love and care that day. 





 Putting on my shoes and garter... 


These two pictures are by far some of my favorites from the whole day...just me and my girl...going to meet my man!  



As we came around the corner.... I saw my man standing and waiting for me..... and I could not WAIT to become his wife!


Friday, February 3, 2012

sometimes...

Sometimes....
life just gets away from you.

Sometimes...
I feel like I have SO much going on.

Sometimes...
I feel like I am not even living my life.

Sometimes...
I feel like I can't get a break.

Sometimes...
I forget to blog.

Sometimes...
I get sick.

Sometimes...
I deal with weird health issues.

Sometimes...
I deal with big and heavy issues in my marriage.

Sometimes...
I just don't have the energy to do.... anything.

The only thing that keeps me going is the fact that ALL the time,

I have a God who loves me.  Who cares about me.  Who protects me. 

And because of that....
I know....
this too shall pass. 

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

sometimes i wish...

Sometimes I wish I was more like my husband...

...he forgives so easily.  
     It takes me SO MUCH a little bit longer.  

...he rarely worries about things out of his control. 
     I worry all the time, about everything.  

... he knows how to relax.
     Something I have a hard time doing.  

...he knows how to just soak up the moment, and live in the moment.
     Again, something I have a hard time with.

...he always has time to hold my hand, kiss me, or give me hug.
     I rush.  Everything.

He balances me.  

And I love him.