Monday, April 6, 2009

...

tomorrow will be better... enough said about that.

As far as my 'being a better person inside and out' 30 day challenge...

Breakfast:
1 yogurt
1/2 muffin
2 strawberries
1 glass water

Lunch:
1 sandwich
1 small bag chips
1 1/8 of 1 brownie
1 soda

1 bottle water

Dinner:
Spaghetti noodles
1/2 cup sauce
2 cups broccoli
1/2 cup ice cream

Worked out at gym...

Overall, I will give myself a 8/10 today.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

tomorrow...

Tomorrow...

I start my new job

I become an employed citizen

I start my own personal 30-day challenge to be a better person, inside and out

I will have the chance to influence 25 young children for 8 hours a day

I am going to have a great day.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Back... and cold.

I'm back to reality.  Arizona was AMAZING. 

Highlights
*Getting to spend quality time with my BFFL Emily
*The warm hot sunshine
*Meeting Nathan, Dave, and the other guy
*Meeting the Mariners (yes, the baseball guys)
*Going to Spring Training
*Getting 'this kind' of balls, not 'this kind' :)
*Sun
*Amazing Raspberry explosion cake
*Cactus everywhere
*Road-tripping and almost dying in the car
*The Sunshine
*1st class plane rides

It was a dream come true to go to Mariners Spring Training with Emily.  We had a BLAST.  Memories made that will last a life time.  

And then the harsh reality of coming home hit.
*Cold
*Stress
*Anxiety
*Tears
*Loneliness

Yep, I'm back. 

So here's the new plan.  Move to AZ with Emily and teach.  In the sun.  

However, I think for now I should probably just stick with my job that starts on Monday.  Slightly stressed.  Oh, and I'm looking for a new job.  Yep.  Another one.  We'll see how that goes.

Now if I can just focus on Arizona and sun and baseball.  I'm ready to go back.

Really really ready.

Things that I am trying to make myself look forward to. 
*Camp Side-By-Side in August
*Baseball seaons starting which means games at my other home (AKA Safeco Field)
*Summer weather
*My kids
*A boyfriend? ... just thought I would throw it in for good measure

Life is tough.  Church tomorrow.  Some good worship time will be... good.  Maybe center me back.  I'll let you know how that plan goes.

Oh life. 

Life goes on.