summer...

Today was my first day of summer vacation.

Crazy.

I have completed my first year of teaching and LOVED every minute. I know that when God was creating me, he made me to be a teacher. It is my passion, my true love, and what I was meant to do.

I have been full of all kinds of mixed emotions today. It truly is a bittersweet ending. While I am so glad to have completed this year and so glad that I am now on break, it is also very difficult to be done. TO be done doing what I LOVE to do. And not know what the future holds for my teaching career.

I was packing up things today in my classroom when I received permission to go and visit my student who is currently staying in a mental health facility. So while I didn't get half of what I wanted to do done, I was able to go and spend some precious time with him.

So while it is amazing and exciting this year is over, it is also sad and very difficult. I am hoping that my heart will start feeling better about this and I can start really enjoying my summer break.

And now back to those pesky report cards... :)

i didn't realize...

That people were keeping track of my blog :)

Okay, here are some more details... and YES I am being vague on purpose. But trust me, information will be shared soon. TRUST ME.

I never thought I would be one of THOSE people. Meet someone. Start dating. And you just know. You what you ask? Well... you know. Know that this is the one person you want to spend {forever} with.

While it has been crazy and overwhelming and exciting and great all at the same time...I have loved ~every~ minute of it.

Let me just gush for a minute. Or maybe two. Or maybe three. We'll see.

The other day R knew I was super stressed with school and grades and some family stuff as well. We were supposed to be headed up for his niece’s graduation the next day, we had been at a friend’s surprise party the night before and my house was a MESS. So what did he do? Got off work, came over to my house and did ALL of my dishes. And let me tell you...when I bake it sort of looks like a tornado came through my kitchen. I think every dish was out. I was able to clean the REST of my mess of a house, and he did my kitchen. No pressure, he just did it to do it for me.

A couple of weeks ago, I had a really rough day. One of my students was really struggling and had an awful day. It was a really rough day for me to deal with and I was, to be honest, falling apart. He texted me and told me he was making dinner and I just needed to show up with a bottle of wine. I got to his house, and he had made a complete dinner: fettuccini alfredo (which he did not know was my ~favorite~), fresh bread, salad, AND he made chocolate pudding for dessert. Seriously.

One of my favorite things about R is the way he listens. He listens when I’m stressed. When I’m angry. When I’m sad. When I need to vent. When I’m worried about my kids. When my friends are having issues. He listens. But not just listening to what I say... He is actively engaged, pays attention, and CARES about what I am saying. And somehow, he can always makes things seem a little better, and a little brighter.

So that's my afternoon sharing. I love him.

procrastinating..

Okay, 2 posts in one day. Crazy.

But the trust is, I'm just {procrastinating}.

So instead of doing report cards like I should be doing, I will share some things that have recently been on my mind.

~ I realized how much it bothers me when other girls check R out. But I know why they do it. It's his eyes. They are a piercing blue. Ice blue. Sometimes very brilliant blue. Sometimes very light blue. But always a blue that makes you want to just stare. I am so happy that I get to look at them every. single. day. :)

~ This weekend, we went on quite the road trip. In total, it was almost 600 miles. But in all honestly, we had so much time to just relax and talk. We went to R's nieces graduation, down to his other sisters, to my friends graduation, then to his parent's house, and then home. It was wonderful.

That is all for now...back to report cards!

end of the year...

Currently working on:

Packing up my classroom

Grading papers

Grading papers

Grading papers

Did I mention grading papers?

Then, transferring those grades into the report cards.

And trying to write constructive comments that will help future teachers understand my kids. I want them to be as successful as they can, and the more work that I put into their report cards, the more evidence and information future teachers have about them and they can use to do what they can do to help the students learn.

But it takes a LOT of time!

Not much fun.

Although... it does help to do all of this while snuggling on the couch and eating ice cream with my love. It actually really helps. :)

More to come on this past weekend...we had quite the adventure of traveling all over the state. And visiting family. And enjoying spending time together.

Also, more to come on the end of the school year, Mexico, future plans!!!!!, and other exciting news in my life.

But for now...its back to..

Grading papers, grading papers, and grading papers.

Oh, and trying to finish up my report cards.

Oh the life of a teacher. :)

well let's see...

I'm not even sure where to begin! The last time I posted was on the 5th...and somehow it is already the 24st!

In that time...

I got sick. With a cold. Then the flu. Then back to a cold. It was not fun, but did help me to take a few days off and use some of my accululated sick leave. And I took that one day off to play hookie with my man. Again, just using up my sick leave that will go away at the end of the year. It was GREAT. Why haven't I ever done that before???

I was told that my teaching contact would not renew due to budget cuts. But I am hopeful that something will come up. Somewhere. Doing something.

I met R's parents. And two of his sisters. And one brother-in-law. And two neieces. And one dog named Sig. And I fell in love with all of them. And fell even more in love with him.

Dealt with some crazy parents. And got a few gray hairs because of it.

Enjoyed spending quality time with my dear friend Sarah. I love her. And she is almost done with nursing school!!! So proud! :)

Got into my first big argument with my bestie Em. It was not good. I was not myself. But I think things are better. Not healed, just better. And we're on the road to recovery.

Preparing to go to a friend's wedding...in MEXICO! :) CAN'T EVEN WAIT!

More to come on allll of these events.... life is good :)

sometimes...

I think...sometimes when you know, you just know.

And that feels exciting, scary, crazy, amazing, wonderful, overwhelming, and...right.

I love him.

rough.

This has been somewhat of a rough week at school. So glad that it is Thursday.

That means, tomorrow is Friday. Which means after work, I get to go see my man.

He's making me dinner. And we're going to do {sometime fun}. Not sure what that is yet.

And then Saturday? He's taking me to a Mariner's game. After my heart, can't you tell??? :)

But tonight, I am trying to just relax. I got home and CRASHED after work, I was exhausted. Now I'm cleaning up and trying to prep for tomorrow.

I'm a fan of the weekend. :)