on a different note...

Need You Now Lyrics

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
To me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF YOU

I know that the bridges that I've burned
Along the way
Have left me with these walls and these scars
That won't go away
And opening up, has always been the hardest thing
Until you came

[Chorus]
So lay here, beside me, just hold me, and don't let go
This feeling, I'm feeling, is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you

I love when you tell me that I'm pretty
When I just wake up
And I love how you tease me when I'm moody
But it's never too much
I'm falling fast, but the truth is I'm not scared at all
You climed my wall

So lay here, beside me, just hold me and don't let go
This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you

Off you
Off you

So lay here, beside me, just hold me and don't let go
Oh this feeling, I'm feeling, is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you

That's all. You get the point.

stress.

I was hoping that this break from school would give me some relief from some stress. But instead, I seems to keep acquiring new stress. More stress. Different stress. And I'm hoping to get rid of it sometime soon. Please.

Let's see. Stress with my family. Stress with the boy. Stress with money. Stress with living arraignments. Stress with my Dad. Stress with my Mom. Stress with friends. Stress with my other job. Stress with gift buying. Stress with lots of things.

Some things have been resolved and there is less stress. Such as my landlord relieving my stress about living arraignments and money issues related to that. So nice. Stress with friends has been relieved. Stress with gift buying is almost over. Stress with my other job is over for the break because I am not working there for the rest of my break.

So, its getting better. Less stress is good.

fun was had by all...

What a fabulous weekend. It was my birthday. My 21st birthday. Didn't think I was going to do much. Oh boy did that change.

So, the Boy put together a whole party. And fun was had by all. Maybe a little bit too much fun, as in 15x too much fun if you know what I mean.

It was a fabulous weekend. Memorable. Lessons learned. Enjoyable. Loved it all. So. Much. Fun.

I feel like I can make it through this week. And then, 15 days of bliss: Christmas Break.

new computer...

I'm hoping to win a new computer! :)

one more thing...

I don't think I can hold one more thing on my plate.

It is full.

It is overflowing.

I don't think its strong enough to hold all of this.

I'm thinking its going to start breaking down soon if something doesn't change.

I think I need a new and fresh start. Away.

But I don't think I can do that right now.

So here I wait. Trying to figure out how to make things work and not fall apart.

I don't think I'm doing so great.

new look.

So, since I needed something to keep my mind off of other things...I decided to update the look of my blog! What do you think?

missing him.

Tonight is the first night that I am missing him again. I think was mostly angry after this past rotation of him coming back into my life and then exiting swiftly. Pretty sure that's why I didn't really feel sad.

But today, I miss him.

Yep. I know it will get better. I know it will feel less painful. I know that time will help.

But tonight...I miss him.

That's all.